Red Is My Favorite Color
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I reckon it all started with my Paw. He was always mean and angry. A big strappin man with a yearnin for fightin and drinkin. I remember the day he left for good. He bloodied up Maw real bad. Even laid on her gruntin and howlin like a dog that heard a noise that I couldnt hear. But this time Maw, she didnt recover for a long time. She was in the hospital for weeks. I know cause I counted. I stayed with Miss Pearl. She didnt make me go to school or nothin. I sure like Miss Pearl an awful lot. For a long spell there Maw didnt know if she was a comin or a goin. When we finally returned home all of our stuff was stoled. They took all of Maws sweaters and her wigs and even the pearl necklace that her daddy had given to her when she was even younger than me. That was the only time I ever saw Maw cry. They also stole my periscope that I sent away for from a coupon in the back of my favorite comic book, Captain America and Bucky. I remember Bucky bein froze in a block of ice. Just froze in a block of ice. And he was never put in another comic book ever again. Rumor had it that they would thaw him out someday, but they never did. Youd think maybe he coulda had some kinda say about how he went out, anyway 'cept a block of ice would have been fine. Poor Bucky! After that we, that is me and Maw, we moved in with Aunt Mabel for a short spell. Aunt Mabel let us have the country shack that was adjacent to her real nice pretty little home. Adjacent, I learned that word from Miss Pearl. She said, it means right next to. Didnt have to go and say, right next to... just say adjacent and you seemed a knowledgeable feller. Aunt Mabel sure hated kids though. All kids. I think that she hated me the most. She was always reminding Maw that I was the spittin image of Paw. Maw never appreciated that much. Shed give me the once over, grit her teeth and let me have it but good. Aunt Mabel too. Especially whenever Maw wasnt around. Shed just give me a look and whap, really lay it into me good. Why, I had my hide wailed almost every day of my life. If it wasnt by him, who was now long gone. And it wasnt by her, wherever she is now, it was my dear ol Aunt Mabel. I shoulda ran away. I shoulda just ran off and gone. Probably would have if I had thought of it. I just never did think of it. It just never crossed my mind. Maw had lots of friends. Men friends that is to say. They was always comin up to the shack to pay her a visit. It must be real special to be a woman. Men come linin up for a visit and they give you money for to stay a spell. One night while Maw was gone, I heard footsteps comin to the door. Quick like a copperheadll strike at your feet if you aint swift enough to get out of the way I lit hurried under the bed and froze while I waited for whoever it was to go their way. Suddenly, Aunt Mabel started yellin things like, "you aint got no business comin up around these here parts. This is my place. Now you get along. Just go on and git." I heard a mans voice grumblin somethin and then he slapped her clean and hard right in her face. I felt this warm tingle come over me. If I knew then what I know now I would have realized that it was the spirit of God moving in mysterious ways. That is how God does move, in mysterious ways. Anyway, Aunt Mabel was really hollerin now, "youll be sorry for the harm you done to me this even." She ran off and the man did kick down the door. I knowd it cause I was there. Kicked it clear in, but there was no need for him in doin that cause the door didnt have a lock on it in the first place. That man began to tear up the place even worse than it was already tored up. He smashed everything in sight, cept not my periscope that I bought with the coupon from the back of my Captain America and Bucky comic cause it was already stoled before this particular day. He picked up the bed and tossed it good. There I was. I looked up at he, and he looked down at me. He said, "no boy of mine is gonna live in a house of sin." Then he said, "boy, I come to take you away from all of this iniquity." It was my Paw. He dragged me through the woods and down to the river, shoutin bout somethin bout, them bein den of thieves and all the perditions thereof. He tossed me into the river clothes and all. Paw pushed my head under the water and I thought this is it, hes gonna drown me for sure. But before I knew it he pulled me back up out of the water shoutin, "Amen and thank you Jesus". Then Paw carried me like a sack of potatoes to his ol truck and pitched me in. I thought, me and Paw, we is adjacent towards each other. But I didnt tell him that. What if Miss Pearl never told him what adjacent meant. He might have got real sore. So I never told him that we was adjacent towards each other. Paw was mumblin somethin bout gettin along when all of a sudden... BANG. Aunt Mabel stepped onto the front porch and began to take shots at Paws truck so he peeled out somethin fierce. The truck, it surged forward and a book fell from the dashboard right into my lap. A book, one that I had never seen before. It just landed right there smack dab in the middle of my lap. That is when I saw them words for the first time. Holy Bible. Thats what it said plain as the nose on my face it did. Holy Bible. It was bound in real raw hide leather. Only a book as important as Holy Bible can be bound in real raw hide leather. Holy Bible. Yep, that is a real important word. More important than the word adjacent.
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